I am sorry, my K. I don't mean to lash out or hurt anyone, least of all you. I am just damaged and that is the work of the demons who hurt me before I met you, my Knight. It doesn't mean I don't love you. It means I am scared to give myself completely to the idea that someone loves me as much as I love him.
This is the best way I know to say sorry. This is the only way I know how to say sorry.
I love you.
(I promise I am trying to be back as soon as I can. I promise I always will love you. I promise you a home, children and a beautiful marriage. And I always keep my promises.)