Pros and Cons

1. I am not writing a list of things that will make me hate you, as you supposed, but more a list that would help me move on. I always hated how you were very practical that way, even about emotional distress. I am not writing about the trouble with you being your incorrigible logic, your lack of tact.

2. I am not writing this because I have a habit of doing what you say, and perhaps, just maybe this would give me closure.

3. I am not going to write about how beautiful your mouth is, and how it seems like something that would have been kisses by an angel.

4. I am not going to write about how your voice tremors when you speak of loneliness.

5. I am not going to write about how you are worthy of songs and dances and plays to be written for your lack of wonder at war, sex or alcohol, you aren’t that interesting.

6. I am not going to write about the day you sat me down and dragged me down with you, just so you could complain about how much I loved angel wings and sketches of pretty eyes and generous eyebrows.

7. I am not going to write about pros or cons because honestly, I don’t see any point in giving you what you want anymore.

8. I am going to write about us. And it won’t be the list you asked for.

It will be a novel of a thousand pages, embedded in a million tears.